I received my back pay on my CPP disability and also confirmation of my Revenue Canada disability credit. I have been paying off a few debts and ordinary bills and money does not go very far. Anyway it has positive and negative concepts- the money is assisting me, of course but the original reason for the money is the Hep c and although I was never a drug user I still possess the guilt feelings of choosing a partner who had been a drug user. I had a one per cent chance of getting the Hep c from a spouse -either through intercouse or sharing a razor. I do not really know how I got it but at times I feel I have let down my family, especially my beautiful daughter. Now this blog is not condemning those persons who did use drugs and got Hep C. I can still feel sympathy for the suffering of the individual who gets the disease in whatever way it has happened to them. and it can be a warning to persons to make wise decisions about lifestyle choices. More people should be tested for Hep C- the disease is being spread between persons without their knowledge or comprehension of what is going on-not good. My husband whom is no longer with me-waited until our separation to tell me to get tested- of couse I can not know 100 % that I got it from him- even though I likely did but I chose him and we were together for 13 years. He never used drugs in our home but I believe he did used needles away from home when we first dated. Anyway I am carrying on and my lawyer is assisting me with an old claim with my employer .