The end of June is approaching and I will soon find out the results of an application for CPP payments or do I deal with the liver disease and find employment, all at the same time. I have to learn to let go and give it to God because I have been so consumed with filling out beaurocratic forms and papers and poring over insurances documents attached to lines of credit at the bank. These mean nothing because I had a pre existing condition. I have an excellent doctor and outstanding nurse and I belong to a hep c support group. This group has built up my confidence because I was staying at home so much and not seeing people and these people understand very clearly what we are all experiencing.